Sleepless nights. My eyes dance behind their lids
Pantomime flashes across my mind
Stranded in limbo between sleep and life
The memory makes my muscles tense
Every cell screams in agonizing anguish
After a long time of peace
Turmoil visits me, welcome change I suppose
Makes me see things differently
Compels me to appreciate the colors of this world
Admire the relationships and different entities
All sharing a moment in time
Do I want to? Do I have to? Do I need to?
Can I? Will I? Should I?
Must I let go of something that makes me happy?
I don’t want to find an answer to that
’Cause nothin’ lasts forever Even cold November rain